Hmmm! Life has just changed, its time to turn around idealistic to realistic.
You get inside your room and lock up.
Wow! Right in your mind is a boxing of reasoning.
You considered the financial statute of you family.
"Ah! We are very poor, mom have to work too hard in her bakery to put food on the table, pay tax and my school bills. She've got no assistant and no hope except me. How long would she wait to have a relief that comes from my financial support?"
Yes those are the very reason why you needed to seize the opportunity to start your football career so you can assist your family and lift your mom off her heavy task!
"But wait. Why was mom and grand mother esteemed education more than anything else? Was that believe based on the fact that the city elites were well educated and never trade focus at a point in their school days? Hmmm! Grand mom even said that 'a career without education is sure to collaps some day'. It is possible to walk through education and career together? many did it although just few were successfull" you think. "Who knows if i'll add to the lucky list?" you wonder!
Huh! Its been a tough time meditating, and all has been a puzzle.
You continued thinking over many other things through in the night you're supposed to enjoy good memories of last year school season and also think ahead of the next. But the discussion you had with your mom and grand mom robbed you of such exciting time.
Letter you decided to pulse pondering the opinions for some time and read a story book. That wont change anything you know that already. So you must be fast to come to a decision tomorrow. MAKE A DECISION
